Serving as the moment where gears truly started turning in her new career, Chaos 100 saw Ahmya obtain her first victory. Not only that, but her impressive performance earned her the opportunity to become the number one contender for the Chaos Championship. The added ‘cherry on top’ as some would say, is that she, along with her opponent Kat Jones, will be making history as the first two main eventing Carnage Wrestling’s new show Havoc. Having the chance to face Kat in a one on one contest was something that Ahmya was craving following their last encounter so to get her wish so soon brought a smile to her face.
Or at least it would have if she wasn’t trapped in her current situation. Looking around to barely see what’s ahead, one thing the woman calling Ahmya or Shiori depending on the day knew was that her arms were tied tight behind her back. Unfortunately following the show, she slipped away once again and never made it home as far as she recalls. The jumps were clouding her mind to a ridiculous degree and she didn’t know if she was traveling forward, backwards or around to a whole different side. “Hello? Hello?!” There was no response for a while until the loud clanging sound of steel against steel was heard from not too far away, over on what seemed like her left. Following the sound, she turned her head, locking eyes with the source. Her sense of confusion turned into a terrifying realization. Shutting her eyes she let out a scream. *Not yet, not now, not ever* played on repeat mentally. A few stray tears were shed before she opened her eyes. To her relief and also further confusion, she found herself back in the living room of the place she was slowly beginning to call home. Looking down at her now free wrists, she noticed a faint discoloration on them. Not a dream. Doing her best to shake away the feeling, Ahmya knew that if she had any chance of staying long enough to give her all to her upcoming match, she had to tie herself to the time, even if it was done by silly yammering in the name of promoting the event.
“I can’t afford to fade, not yet, I have too much I need to try while I’m still free.” Letting out a sigh, she began rummaging through her things before finding her camera and tripod. Softly leaning her head against it, she took a deep breath before getting down to business. Setting the timer for ten seconds, she readies herself before the camera begins to capture her message for the masses.
The first thing shown to the world was a warm smile from the young woman whose gaze was slightly turned downward. Soon enough though her eyes locked with the lens. “Greetings to the faithful fans and detractors alike. While I’m not the kind to have an ego, I think it’s getting to the point where I don’t feel the need to introduce myself. So rather than dance around the who, let’s get right into the why. Why do I present myself to you today? Well it’s pretty simple. In just a short time I will be making history alongside a tough opponent as we help carve the mold that is Carnage Wrestling’s Havoc. While the match itself is one to keep your eyes on, there is the addition of an incredible opportunity to challenge for the company’s Chaos Championship. This title, which is presently held by someone I hold in high regard and being challenged by another at the next Chaos show. Now I’m sure some of you are thinking back to my debut match which involved Kat and had her end up victorious and that’s a good thing to bring up as I’m sure if it was anyone else faced with that fact leading into the match, it would be messing with their mind greatly. The lingering questions of whether that would have happened had the third person been involved and of course the one of highest importance, can this foe be conquered when it counts the most.”
Giving the questions deep thought, seemingly, Ahmya shrugs her shoulders but doesn’t have a quizzical or clueless expression to accompany it. “Look, I’m not a soothsayer, I don’t have any ability to see what happens tomorrow, a year from now, or even in the next five minutes. What I do have is the drive and determination to do all I can to make it so that things go the way I desire. Another thing that I know I have is a very credible athlete set to stand in the opposing corner. We have a mutual respect for each other and know how important this match is, how it will land in the history book of the company and how it will set the tone for the future Havoc programs. Years ago something like this, what is shared between her and I, wouldn’t have been thought as a possibility, let alone what is set to take place. To carry that weight, it isn’t a burden, it isn’t a level of pressure that will lead us to crumble, it is something we will hoist with pride and show we are deserving. So many people in this company talk about how they’re the best, how they’re at the point where it’s time to conquer the landscape. I even know that some actually give their all to back up those words which is something to commend. However, what they also tend to do is overlook talent on the rise, those who are starting out and are incredibly hungry. We are the ones ready to truly do all it takes and that includes quelling egos in the name of proving what we’re made of when and where it counts. Though I stand before you discussing my upcoming match, I’m not going to do so in a way that lifts me up onto a ridiculously high pedestal, nor will I bash my opponent. There is no need for that, and despite what some feel towards her now, the athlete Kat Jones is, doesn’t deserve that. In the ring, she should be treated with respect and given the absolute best which is exactly what I intend and promise to do.” Stopping a moment to recollect herself, Ahmya seems to be taken back by her own words. Not in the sense that she didn’t mean them, but that she has grown so bold as to speak them without any fear. To step up to the elite was asking for trouble but in a way, she knew she wanted it. She just needed to find a way to stay. This has to be the only reality.
Not wasting anymore time in her mind, the woman ready to place the Ahmya persona alongside the highest of tiers, gives a gratifying nod before continuing. “Normally after a burst of that nature I would apologize, but this time I don’t see the point. What I said was my truth and as a woman of honor, I will not back down from my stance because it can end up ruffling a few feathers. Now along with my promise to Kat, to the company, I did take a couple requests on what to do to her in this match and rest assured I will make sure it all happens. After all, even with my stance on the rise needing to be respected, I still love making others happy and if a few kicks brings a smile or two, who am I to deny that? It wouldn’t be very fair of me.” A small chuckle escapes from Ahmya at this moment. “Seriously though, I honestly don’t feel like much more needs to be said. Those who tuned into Chaos the past few shows have had the pleasure of seeing both of our debuts and know that we don't take this lightly, we don’t treat this like a side gig. We love this business and are ready to give our well to it. Hell we’re doing that already, we just haven’t had the chance to show that to our fullest extents, until now. While I know we’re not the best of friends, I know you see me as one to watch out for, as do I when it comes to you. Our friendly exchanges aren’t fake either, it comes from a place of respect and the realization that while we’re clawing for the same spot, that we’re putting in the work. That’s why we don’t entertain the crazy as much as others, that’s why we don’t allow ourselves to be distracted. When we have the time, all of it, down to the millisecond is dedicated to perfecting ourselves. We make sure to refine our kicks, enhance our strength, better plot our strategies and refuse to settle. That’s why I like you and others who share that mindset, that heart. One loss isn’t going to cause it to shatter just as one victory isn’t going to lead me to abandon it and compromise my morals.”
While the similar smile and attitude seemed to be there, a hint of something else entering Ahmya’s mind also could be noticed. The young woman continues on though, doing her best to shy away from the troubling trip her mind was going on. “So where does this leave us? Nowhere negative obviously but we do have a question to answer, and no matter which way it goes, I couldn’t ask for a better foe and partner out there. We are our first true tests here and that is a wonderful thing. I just hope that feeling remains after the bell.” Giving the camera and viewers a playful wink, Ahmya prepares to cut the feed, when suddenly the scene around her shifts in a single blink. Opal painted walls give way to a crimson shade, not encompassing the whole room but a single side, a splatter? Alarmed and afraid, Shiori slowly approached the stain. As she goes to touch it, she notices that the colors already cover her hand. Looking down she notices it’s all over her and starts to panic. “What did I do? Red over white. It’s always red over white..but why?!” Hearing a shriek, she turns in the direction of it but finds only the camera. No red. Where did it go? Shaking her head Ahmya stares at this still recording camera, a look of fright and confusion on her face. “Did you see it? Is it real? It has to be but I can’t let it take over. I need to stay, this is where I belong. I can’t go back... I can’t.” Shorts breaths follow, but Ahmya makes sure that nothing more is seen as she hurries and stops the recording.
Exposed? What is the truth? Who is in the reflection? Labored breathing accompanies the swirling thoughts, the walls shifting at a rapid pace to the point where Shiori races out of there, nearly knocking over the camera in the process. Heading into the bedroom, she closes the door behind her before jumping into her bed, trying to cover herself from what’s surrounding her. She slams her fists against the bed a few times but after the fourth go the bed fades, in its place is a person, so blurry. She feels herself being pulled back, and turns to her left and right frantically to see several more silhouettes as the ones leading her away from the red. Getting pushed against the wall, the multiple meld into one. As it gets closer, all Shiori can do is scream, though somehow her yell came out a whisper ほっといて! The figure reaches out to her, holding something Shiori couldn’t make out. Get back. Go home. Escape. She tries to blink but while she left, she didn’t make it back. Feeling something on her she touches headphones. Is that recording equipment, who is looking, staring. No, glaring. Coming through the glass. None of this makes sense. “I need to go home. Please!”
Waking up in a sweat, Shiori touches herself to make sure she is mark free, scar free, free of the red. Seeing none on her, she looks around. Breathing a sigh of relief, she settled back in bed. She still has the ability to return. However, a feeling of dread soon filled her mind. “I need to control this. I can’t keep leaving. There is so much I want to do, to experience. Someone needs to find me, I don’t know what to do myself. I don’t want to be trapped in between. But where do I go for the answer, here or there? I need to breathe, I made it. I’m here, and I can stay, right? No. No question, I owe it to them. Those I promised myself to, those who want to see the rise, the fall. I must live to see more of the story unfold. I can’t lose. Not like this..” More tears, more questions. This was more than a match or future matches, this was a matter of survival, not for Ahmya, not for Kat, but for the woman in the reflection. So much to learn but in how much time. Can she stay long enough to give the fight she desires?
Don’t we all want to be the best… Don’t we all want that gold strapped around our waist… It does not have to be the end all be all for anyone but… There are certainly advantages to being a champion and what better way to drive home the point that you have come to a federation to dominate then to take a title.. Especially if you are already on the hit list of many.. Not that Kat is complaining about it.. She knew it would happen the second she agreed to being a Wild Card.. She never liked being ordinary and for sure was not going to settle for being hired muscle alone.. She has a goal and for now at the very least her goal works along with being a Wild Card.. Alex has been taking the comments on the chin and is doing something about it.. Kat knows better than anyone what it is like to train in HellsGates.. Nobody comes out of it worse.. They all come out of it more dangerous.. And she for one is looking forward to seeing that side emerge in Alex..
It was a mostly sunny and mild day in Grand Junction Colorado as Kat sat on a new wooden bench in the HellsGates backyard.. From there it was a short path to the 12 apartments Whisper had in the back of the property.. She was drenched in sweat and glad that the fall weather had not turned for the worse quite yet.. 2 pitbulls by her side.. One is grey and white and the other mostly red.. Their names Riddle and Dakota.. The sounds of the gym inside keeping her from thinking too much or too deeply.. She had just completed her work out and the training Whisper demands from her.. Even with all the protesting Whisper had done about Kat joining Alex she is now training him herself and finding out that Kat made the right choice for her.. Dakota growled low and made Kat look up to see who was there.. Renegade was coming for her..
Renegade : You okay Kat.. You went a bit hard in there..
Kat nodded and avoided looking directly at him.. Never one to miss those kind of details he put a finger underneath her chin and looked at her with those dark eyes of his..
Renegade : Do you want to stop hiding from me now.. You know it never worked before and it is not going to start working on me now.. What’s wrong babygirl?
Kat : Nothing is wrong..
Renegade : Katharina……
Kat yanked her face out of his grip and snarled..
Kat : You heard me.. Nothing is wrong so stop with the overprotective dad routine.. You are not my father Rene!
Renegade : Might as well have been.. What the fuck is wrong with you Kat.. We care for you.. We love you.. We want to help you..
Kat : Ever thought that I do not need to be helped.. I would like some support but why am I the one being butchered inside the ring.. Why do I always have to go ten times harder than anyone else.. I have not slacked off.. Why the fuck am I always the one being punished and I have not done a damn thing wrong.. I have worked my ass off inside the ring and out of it.. I have been winning matches.. Getting noticed.. Why Rene am I the only one being punished for being good at what I do.. Tell me that..
Renegade didn’t have an answer for her..
Kat : Nothing… Why am I made to lift heavier.. Why am I supposed to spar against men only.. I am facing a woman not a man.. Why do I have to train harder and longer.. And I have been made to do so for years.. I am being punished over and over and over and why? Nobody can tell me that.. And you fucking wondered why I disappeared when I got injured.. Newsflash.. You would have killed me..
Kat ripped off the ribbon-like necklace she was wearing around her neck..
Kat : I had a goddamn neck fusion surgery Rene… That was why I was gone.. Now you can go back inside and tell Becca that I am fine.. Or you can ask her why.. Why I have to be punished inside the ring and right into my fucking grave.. And like the fucking humiliations she dishes out to me when I am inside the ring fighting a guy twice my weight and still it is not good enough for her… Ask her why she wants to kill me but is too fucking cowardly to do it her damn self infront of everyone.. Make sure to do it when they are all there to hear it.. Because unlike all of you… She knew my neck was surgically repaired..
Renegade : Becca loves you..
Kat : That may be so.. But you can not deny that I am being punished to the grave for no fucking reason other than her wanting to do so..
Renegade : I will talk to her..
Kat : You do that.. Fat chance that it will change a damn thing…
Renegade grabbed Kat and held her tight in one of his rare but famous bear hugs.. Kat froze up not allowing herself to relax into the hug as she is not used to it anymore.. Not from him at least.. Renegade released the hug and went inside and Kat grabbed her phone and as she sat in the grass in the sunlight she started recording..
Kat : One chance.. That is all I have ever needed to make an impact.. One opening.. And I will act on it.. One chance is all I need to get back to the top of the federation.. And now.. We have been given that one chance Ahmya.. Now you and I both want this shot at the title.. Let’s not kid around and say that it isn’t what matters because we both want to be the very best and to be that you need to win matches and get title shots and eventually title reigns.. We both earned that spot as the main event of the first Havoc show.. Kat Jones vs Ahmya.. Winner becomes the number one contender for the Chaos title.. And while I know you will give me a fight for it Ahmya.. I am not so sure you will be as focused or as driven as I am.. I truly hope you will be..
I have been spending my days preparing for the biggest match I have had in a long time.. And I have held gold before.. It is an addictive little gadget to have.. Because no matter how much I could have cared less about win and loss records.. Being disqualified or even suspended.. I always gave it my all when there is a title opportunity or even a title defense to fight for.. And as much as a pain in the ass having a title belt with you is when travelling with the damn thing it is still a source of pride.. My last championship run turned sour on me with the tainted memories of the federation I left behind me.. I am damn proud of my 9 month long heavyweight championship run.. I defended it against anyone and everyone.. I never hid behind my championship.. And that is what I want again.. This shot we have dangling in front of us is for the Chaos title.. But it is the start of bigger and better so here we are girl.. You know I respect your ring work.. I have been nothing but kind to you on social media and such.. But that ends the moment I stop into the ring..
Kat smirked and tilted her head her long dark hair tumbling over her shoulder..
Kat : I do respect you.. And I do hope you give me every fucking thing you got babygirl because as soon as I get in that ring I will be looking to take your chances away.. It is nothing personal.. But I am going to be doing whatever I have to do to get that chance at the title.. Out of the respect and somewhat friendly nature of the talks we have had.. I am giving you the same fair warning I have been giving every single opponent I have stepped into the ring with.. I warned you too last time around in that little triple threat match.. Do not take me lightly.. It will come back to haunt you as a fatal mistake.. We all saw what happened when I was thought lightly off by the resident superhero.. He ended up twisted into a pretzel with no way to escape but to tap out..
I warned everyone I have faced to not underestimate me.. And still they did.. Maybe you did it at one time too.. It is something I have dealt with my entire career… Men and women alike.. They all think they can out talk me.. And then they find out the hard way that I can outsmart them.. And out talk them all.. I am going to be the standard bearer of Carnage Wrestling.. I will be the measuring stick that people will look up to and find out that I outwork them.. I am a Wild Card and hated by most.. And see how much I actually care about that.. Inside the ring.. During the matches I take no shortcuts.. I do not cheat to win.. Just because I am not a good girl and have not been listening to all those supposed warnings does not make me a bad wrestler.. I have been fighting my whole life and not about to stop now..
Kat glared towards the camera and the evil intentions were shining bright for anyone to see..
Kat : I do what I want.. When I want.. I am not yapping at the heel of Alex Winter.. I am not going to be following orders like a good little bitch.. Do not mistake me for anything but being a Wild Card.. Unpredictable.. And a far cry from being a good little girl to anyone.. Ahmya I hope you are prepared for the fight of your life because if you are not and you are making the stupid mistake of underestimating me again.. You will be setting yourself up for an asskicking the likes you have not received in a long time babygirl.. You see last time around there was a third to take his share of the punches but this time it is just you and me and I will unleash hell on you if I notice you slacking off or even remotely taking me lightly.. I did not get lucky three times in a row.. I am undefeated in Carnage Wrestling for a very good reason.. I was approached by Alex Winter to become a Wild Card for a very good reason..
That reason being.. I am even more dangerous than I claim to be.. I am smarter than most inside the ring as I learned a long time ago that to fight smarter would help me kick the crap out of those taller and stronger motherfuckers I have had to deal with over the years.. I do not brag.. Hell I never did.. I call it how I see it and I will always give it to you straight.. I do not pull punches for anyone.. No matter how much I do respect them.. You and I are going to main event this first show and we are going to tear this place apart.. We will be setting the bar for the entire federation to follow.. And at the end of it.. I will hold no grudges no matter the outcome.. Once the bell rings it is war.. I will bring everything I am.. Everything I can do.. And when the final bell has rung we will see who stands tall with that chance in their hands.. You and me.. We got this..
With a smirk on her face Kat winks before shutting off the camera.. Sending a quick reply to her ex-sister inlaw on twitter before she would go home.. She got up from the grass and untied Dakota and Riddle from their shaded spot in the backyard.. She did not even have to turn around to know that she was being watched.. She even had a feeling who it was..
Kim : Why did you never tell me.. Why did you never tell any of us.. I could have fucking killed you inside the ring..
Kat sighed and looked up remembering that she ripped the ribbon of her neck she turned around towards Kim..
Kat : For a while I wouldn’t have minded if you did.. She knew.. She still put that schedule on me.. Let me guess you came outside to do damage control.. Did I not do exactly as ordered? Did I not train as she wanted me to… All this time.. And why did you not stand up to her when you clearly saw me dead on my feet exhausted each single time and she kept pushing me harder and harder.. You did not say a damn thing to her either.. So why should I have? Now if you will excuse me I have to go facetime with my ex-sister inlaw and my little niece back at the house before I pack up and head to Baltimore..
Kim : Kat please…
Kat turned towards Kim with hard cold eyes..
Kat : What Kim!.. What the fuck do you want from me now.. To listen to you?? Why should I listen to you.. To any of you.. You never did..
Kim : Kat.. I am sorry.. I am so.. so sorry.. I should have said something.. You are right..
Kat : Yeah whooptiedoo.. Kat actually knows more than you think she does.. Look I am going to go because right now everything just pisses me off even more.. I will call when I get back from Havoc.. Maybe… Not sure yet..
Kat whistled and both dogs followed her along the side of the building to the front where she got into her truck with both of her dogs.. She started the truck and saw that a sad looking Kim had followed her out front and Kat just shook her head and drove off to her own place..